it feels good to go to the outside world after being trapped at home for many days.. it feels even better doin wat u enjoy and being with people u do enjoy..

on my way back from clementi.. which was a pretty long ride of 156 which i have taken for nearly a decade.. it dawned on me that i have been makin a lot of assumptions in my everyday life.. i assumed it will be a safe ride back home.. when 156 was movin along cte.. it was at a rather fast speed which i was not very comfortable with.. fear and doubt coincidentally clouded my mind.. then i concluded that i should not assume the bus driver will safely bring me home despite takin this ride for so many years..

in fact this 156 assumption is not the only one assumption i make everyday.. jus to name a few.. i assume i will wake up in one piece everytime i go to bed.. i assume i am physically able and free to play soccer for the next day and the days to come.. i assume my parents will return safely home from work everytime they leave the house.. i might had decided to give botak jones a miss today as i assume that there are some other time for famous food.. i assume there is time in the future to learn french n guitar so i decided to do other things.. enough of assume this assume that.. i call this 'overloading optimism'.. too much optimism cause us not to treasure ourself our loved ones and our time..

reported by ivna @ 1:01 AM

Road to Recovery

Only three months ago on the 27th of September, Samuel Eto'o picked up his serious knee injury in the Champions league game against Bremen. He was operated on immediately in order to get him back to action as early as possible. The next step in the return to fitness, according the club's medical services, will include ball exercises with his team mates. 'A setback like this makes you tougher mentally. You have to show discipline and resilience to recover properly. It's been a tough time but you can't allow yourself to be full of self-pity.'


similarly, i had been injured for quite some time.. i hav to move on and play my best..

reported by ivna @ 3:22 AM

我有一个怪嗜好。我空闲的时候，我会选择堕落。因为在堕落的过程中我得到无法解释的满足感与无法形容的刺激。变态的人类天生就是爱刺激，而往往寻完刺激后会不自禁的后悔。后悔的我总是会告诉自己以后别再做那些无味的事。但堕落已化为了我的影子，陪我度过寂寞的日子。

reported by ivna @ 2:39 AM