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tribunal.
soul searchin.


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i am sufferin from a terminal disease
i only write the truth
nothing but the truth

love growin.

god
family
thoreau

hearts talkin.


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Keeon || Kristen
stonez || marilyn
zherui || junyue
ivan || cheng
shuli || weixiang

days countin.

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ivna@2009

Tuesday, April 29, 2003

early for sch, long time nvr sing the national anthem.. normaL sch dae. ended off by playin street socccer.. it has been a week since i last played..
bad news.. my cousin was admitted to G.H.. fever of 39.5 degrees, scary.. he categorised as potentiaL sars victim.. it's veri saD to hear frm my mum tat a near.thirty yr old guy lyk him cried so hard. no1 is supposed to visit him, poor tiK, i reaLLi sympathise him. prayin it was juz a simple fever, not sars pls... So ppl pls reaLLi take care of urselF.. dun overwoRk.. takE carE
tml is a great day,, i can juz smell it. hope presidential elction take as long as it can. den still got double CT, time for nap, hahEz.. tml cca, first time for me to go to kallanG, got tis intuition, trainin will be ultra fuN n tiriN.. concerns for my cousin, hope he recover,,


reported by ivna @ 11:53 PM



::eventful day :: learnin experience :: weird weather ::
late for sch todaE, had a reaL bad scary stomache, sat on toilet bowL for 4 times b4 going to sch. Saya reached sch at 9:30 am, still not capable of breakin edwin fong's record. was not informed tat ferst 4 periods was sum.. election thingy. lost my way ard in sch, untiL sum councillors guided me to the haLL. i was unable to find my class, so sat with jj, hadi n clement. they were sayin how arrogant n act.cool tat tchs guy was. first intuition was: do not vote for him.. votin iz confidentiaL, but i m goin to vote for xizhen, juz hav tis trust tat she will bring us to greater heights.. go xiZZy..
breaKtimE, went back to chinese high yo eat, still went to sunny uncle's stall, 4got to take soup frm him. greeted mrs.jaya, still ask me to accpet ppl fer wat they are, at least i m not tat malicious now. econs timed essay was tough, dun hav the confidence to score well. Saya almost went fer maths trail, but was warned tat i was pure stupidity, so proceeded to ABM. Simply love tis movie, esp the speech john nash gave after receivin the NobeL. till now, i still believe tat john iz not crazy, hahEz..
Sin of the day: skip econs lectuRe.. Saya was seduced by kenneth, went with his ganG to coro to eat. camE back for my veri ferst canoE trainin:. 3 rounds of joggin, den pull.ups, followed by exhaustin circuit.. an uphill task, but it was sweet to be with the canoEin ppl, they are so fun. they jokE n make the trainin so excitin. since my days in sjab, i had not hav such wonderfuL pt liaoz, was in reaL good mood. got home at 2015, try out the ferst day oF bband, kept dc, so fustratin.. hiaz tml still got hist..
siGhz:: haV sumtiK to tell sum1..


reported by ivna @ 12:14 AM


Sunday, April 27, 2003

A lecturer was giving a lecture to his student on stress management.
He raised a glass of water and asked the audience,
"How heavy do you think this glass of water is?"
The students answers ranged from 20g to 500gm.
"It does not matter on the absolute weight.
It depends on how long you hold it.
If I hold it for a minute. It is Ok.
If I hold it for an hour, I will have an ache in my right arm.
If I hold it for a day, you will have to call an ambulance.
It is the exact same weight but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes."
"If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later,
we will not be able to carry on as the burden becoming increasingly heavier.
What you have to do is to put the glass down,
rest for a while before holding it up again."
We have to put down the burden periodically,
so that we can be refreshed and are able to carry on.
So before you return home from work tonite, put the burden of work down.
Don't carry it back home. You can pick it up tomorrow.
Whatever burdens you are having now on your shoulders,
let it down for a moment if you can.
Pick it up again later when you have rested.
Rest and relax. Life is short.


reported by ivna @ 11:56 PM



I hate the world today, your so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you, but you look at me like
Maybe I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet, yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused, I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything all rolled into one

You see me sitting here, a smile upon my face
The time has come but you know that it's not too late
There's been too many things, together we have seen
It's not too hard if we start to believe
And we're not gonna take anymore
Can we try to erase all the pain

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me everywhere
No matter what I do

And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name
I can brave a hurricane
And still be standing tall when all the dust has settled down
But I can't take the distance


reported by ivna @ 1:52 AM


Saturday, April 26, 2003

Saya did not bloG laZ niTe, because i was busy meddling with sweet old dreams. ThuRs was a real hot dae, PE finally ran for more than 1KM, realised my stamina improved, but still could not find back my enthusiasm for soccer, should stop playing for a while and study. YezDae reached home at 5pm [tat's a recoRd, my mum was so surprised], slept at 6pm. More than 11 hours of sleep accumulated, slept so well tat i could not bear to wake up n tuRned up late for sch for the ferst timE. school for me is never borin, trying to catch up on my studies, lyk Pheidippides running from athen to marathon, untiL he died in the end. Being 2nd intakEr in hcjc is a test of physical strength, endurance and courage.
It's rainin again 2daE, wat a fridaE.. started rainin duriN PW period. *sighz� proJect woRk iz so interestiN, but veri lame, quite troublesomE to record who did wat, who said wat.. day ended at 1540, good den met up with kenneth, delwyn n edwin to go back to good old aJc together [skip sum lep election, die they took attendance]. fianlly got the "ajc graD" pic frm sheng kiat:POW [look at e bottom of tis paGe]: met sum old fWens[ganesh need to shave], feel the urge to transfer back, haHEz. almost returNed to astro session, realli feel lyk watchin the stars lyk wat i did in the past few months, forgot where jupiter iz liaoz.. went to amK central. undoubtedly, ate at rasi sayaNg western fooD, fish n chip again, it was fantastic, sedaP sia! Over 2am liaoz, now then i realised, muZ sleep..
Like all machines our boDy needs to rest. Sleep refreshes the mind and body, also encouraGes the body to heal itself. Finally, i understooD..


reported by ivna @ 2:31 AM


Thursday, April 24, 2003

What a time now, i m still not asleep, still online, thinking over many stuff. Thurs starts with PE, boRin, compared to ajC, hcjc PE is so slack, but at least fun, get to touch sports. Intensive education for me have started, tryin to catch up on studies; liFe of 2nd intakers iz not easy, esp in hcjc. Lessons for generations to comE: work hard for prelims, dun chanGe jc after first 3 mths... haiz.... physcological torment.. i will endure :P


reported by ivna @ 1:12 AM


Wednesday, April 23, 2003

sad saD.... in school rite now, so tired, exhuasted to a point that i could not talk much. Pathetic fool like mE slept only fer 2 hours. So disappointEd with Barcelona.. spent 2.5hours watchin the match. 10 men juVe toRe barcelona into pieces.. wasted my timE.. my fav spanish team out oF chamPz leG.. haHEz.. all long thought tat they could at least make it to the finals. thier domestic leG performance iZ also atrocious.. next season.. no chanCe to watch barcelona playin.. i almost cried when the finaL last whistle blown, i thinK will start to hate italian teams from this day on....
A rather short day in sch, mathz make-up lectuRe latEr, hope to grasp the concept oF AP:Gp, provided if i dun fall asleep. these few days, i will be rather busy, wun have timE to write mail, hope someonE wiLL understaNd.. :< bad mood.. hope the rain wun faLL toDae.. goD bless


reported by ivna @ 10:39 AM


Sunday, April 20, 2003

"?�L �� �� , �� �� �o ߅
"leung fung yow shun, chow yuet mo been"
The cool breeze has a message, the Autumn moon has no boundaries.

̝ �� ˼ �� �� �� �w �� �� �� �� �� ��
"kwai gnaw see kew ge ching shui ho be do yut yu luen"
The emotion of longing for my love can be compared to passing each day as if it was a year.

�m �t �� �� �S �� �� �R �L , �t �� �� ��
"sui chugt go ng hai yuk shu lum fung, siu sa tik tong"
Even though I'm not tall, handsome, dashing, suave or debonair

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"tan gnaw yow kong fuet go hung kum ga keung king go bei wan"
But I have a broad chest plus strong and powerful arms.

xiaobao .....


reported by ivna @ 11:10 PM



Easter is the time of springtime festivals, a time to welcome back the Tulips, the Crocuses and the Daffodils. Its a time of new suits, new dresses and patent leather shoes. A time for Christians to celebrate the life and resurrection of Christ. And a time of chocolate bunnies, marshmallow chicks, and colored eggs!
Rainy morning spoils the mood, woke up at 8 but was unable to play footbaLL, pitch was undesirable. No footaball for the day, actualli planned to go to church, but saya was jus too tired after stayin online untiL 4am laZ nite. So i returned homE to sleep den went to my neighbour's house to help him install bBand. Played few rounds of mahjoNg n stopped when i realised tat i was down on luck..
YeZdae, overslept, missed the research tiK, not suRz wat was tat abt.. took taxi to hcjC coZ i knew well i would be late for maths maKe.up lect.. inequalities iZ fine, math induction can kiLL... hahEz den went for lep orientation, feel more geLLed into the hcjc environment, best of all get to know more ppl. gooD,, went to KAP for dinner with a lot of lep students. Spent such great times eatin, toKin cok n ghostzz, all the yuM seNg... returnin home was so a good experience, coZ i found two ppl tat stay in my area, hahEz, punggoL some more, travel fer a even longer time.. finalli got ppl tat share the sufferinGs of travellin to sch with mE..good *eviL smilEz*
tmL will be a good daE, i noE, i m in very good mood. Saya will try not to sleep too much in class n toK more, dun be afraid of girls. i noE tml got sumtiK interestin installed fer mE, hahEz, i m nervous.. Juz hope tml iz a fine new day.. goD bless| Easter = commemorating the resurrection of Jesus Christ?


reported by ivna @ 7:44 PM


Saturday, April 19, 2003

On a Friday (now called Good Friday in the Church), Jesus was betrayed by one of his disciples, Judas Iscariot, and Jesus was brought before the Sanhedrin, which was an assembly of elders and priests. He was then tried by Pilate(..olD pontius pilatE), a powerful judge. The people demanded he be crucified immediately and so he was. He was whipped and beaten and forced to wear a crown of thorns as a mockery of his claim to be King of the Jews.

According to the Bible, he rose from the dead on the third day after his crucifixion. This is how we get easter.. gooD wishes, happy good fridaE for aLL ppl..


reported by ivna @ 2:21 AM



first daE of my bloggin eRa
first post at 2am wat a timE...
tis not an online diary... forum mayBe... gallery mayBe
privacy needed, find it funny to write out wat i tiK n feeL
await next post, hope it's not as borin as tis, hahEz
juz tryin to test tis blogblog tiK...�


reported by ivna @ 2:00 AM