thanz to the person who emailed me n told me tt my fontz r too small. hahEz, he actually mentioned that he had to paste my text into notepad b4 readin. Thanz seriously. is the font big enuFF now?
today is the first month of hadez open house. weird to hear ppl crackin jokes on this festival. day 1. i did sumtik fer tis festival at least. i reminded many ppl that today iz the first day n warned them to watch wat they say. i offered incense to the hao xiong di and burned paper money. cant wait fer 15th to cum. owaez been a happenin day everi year. cant wait for econz test tml..
reported by ivna @ 9:52 PM
.....hello world
wat can i say..
another monday on the way..
will i continue to stray..
or should i start to pray..
shoud there be any so-called "new beginningz" in life? my life began when my mother threw me out of her ass. read my pplz blog. sound veri sucidal. do teenagers have so many probz in their life? ppl seemed to be more bothered with failures, forgettin to smile on their success. life is a long story.
bless zhixuan. he suffered a serious knee injury. he feelz the pain now and then. pity him. even fever cuffed him. he had an injection todae. mus be realli strugglin. recover soon...
busy week to begin soon.. need to rest well. its important to keep a clear mind. soccer team resultz out tml. i still hav canoe and chess. n a lot of muggin to do. luck plz accompany me..
reported by ivna @ 11:32 PM
Medical Report
The patient is feeble and weary. He has low sugar content and rapid pulse. His biological clock is malfunctioning and gets pyshcologically tired easily. Hallucinations tend to bother him and he will behave abnormally. Presently, the doctors are trying hard to diagnose a cure for the patient.
The patient is not going to attend school later. He is going to watch some canoeing competition at kallang. He is going to play a match with his horny team against k11 after the competition. The patient hopes to catch chelsea on TV after the match. The patient will try to turn in early.
reported by ivna @ 1:00 AM
I used to carry the weight of the world
And now all I wanna do is spread my wings and fly
I don't know why I was so afraid... all the time
Memories seemed to bother me.. my whole life
I used to carry the weight of the world
And now all I wanna do is spread my wings and fly
I used to carry the weight of the world
And now all I wanna do is spread my wings and fly
I don't know why I was so ashamed
Such a waste of time
And I don't know who I was trying to be
All those lies
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How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days - Soundtrack
reported by ivna @ 5:17 AM
wat is a blog for? is it a diary or a log book? is it a necessity? ponder y muz one reveal and share one's everyday life online? y blog? wat do u expect to see on a blog? shu one complain about how screwed life is? or praise lord in every sentence one wrote? i found sum answers. shu i be concerned whether i m right or wrong> everyone has an unique life. everyone is best at sumtik. wat can one do? drop the complains, eXplore with guts and walk on..
reported by ivna @ 4:47 AM
i am not runnin away. i m back to the same old situation. the temptation of the dark side is so strong. i admit tat i m turnin to it. my beliefs had changed. i usin the force of the dark side to things. tiKz work more smoothly. i m in no position to judge wat is wrong. no patience is in me. i not clear of wat i m doin. logic dun strike a thought in me. i m walkin on. m i on the right path� questions revolved n evolved round my pathetic head. i feel as if the weight of the world is gettin on me. i feel an impendin death and judgement. my tarot readin dun look good. the lines on my plam look alien to me. my dreams tell another story... "
The dead were judge according to wat they had done as recorded in the books." Revelation 19:12
reported by ivna @ 3:27 AM
Elves say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
reported by ivna @ 12:20 AM
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reported by ivna @ 11:12 PM
Superman
man of steel. i dun need food, i dun need rest. i can fly. i can throw u into the sky. i can run faster than any being in smallville.
time check: 0415. will i ever collapse? judgement day round the corner? i cant care now. off to bed......
reported by ivna @ 4:22 AM
Enjoying a sunday?
i m not too sure. luckily i hav a handful of gals in my mind. the list goes michelle, kelly, sarah, sheryl and shania. undoubtedly, they filled my life. the voices mesmerized my soul. muz gif credits to michelle.
Michelle had changed. Speding lonely nights on the road, writing on those paper pads on hotel rooms (which inspired the title of her album, "Hotel Paper"), going through her first real relationship and suffering from her first heartbreak. Besides of her better vocal abilities, the texts on her new album are deeper, bittersweet and touching.
Tikin of purchasin a new album? harem will be the number one choice. is not pop. the music may bore sum ppl, but promisez a touch of the exotic n indigenous, often overlooked is the fact tt the influence of western pop music has seeped into every corner of the globe, creatin a hybrid thatz often more than merely the sum of its influences.
reported by ivna @ 8:35 PM
Infatuation
elves' definiton. also known as crush. evokez a feeling of sweaty plams, dry mouths, slow motion and speechless tongues. wildly intense and potentially confusin. it's often "fallin in love wiF love" rather than wiF a real person. infatuation usually does not last - the initial excitment dies down and the person looks less than perfect.
longman's definition. unreasonably strong feelings of love that u only hav for a short time, esp for sum1 u dunno veri well.
my definition. this word dun exists.
reported by ivna @ 7:59 PM
....
Come on come on
i see no changes wake up in the morning and I ask myself.
is life worth living should I blast myself?
i m tired of bein poor & even worse i m black
my stomach hurtz so i m lookin for a purse to snatch
i see no changes all I see is racist faces
misplaced hate makes disgrace to races
we under I wondEr what it takes to make this
one better place, let's erase the wasted
Come on come on
we gotta make a change...
it's time for us as a people to start makin some changes.
let's change the way we eat, let's change the way we live
and let's change the way we treat each other.
u see the old way wasn't working so it's on us to do
wat we gotta do, to
survive.
reported by ivna @ 6:49 PM
Far From
rivendell. i not reachin my paradise yet. it's so far away. may be. it's not time for me to get there yet. i hav not attain immortality. i dun hav sharp ears. i dunno how to use a bow and arrow. i cant speak elvish. i need to work harder.
adulthood. m i childish? i realli hope i m. child, a being without desires and worries. holy innocents. can i build castles not in air, but with sand. can i rest my butt on a swing? can i sing ABCDEFG? i m childish.
Heaven. if the bible is right, i wun be goin there. wat is heaven like? r there angels? will there be haloz on their heads? or will they hav wings? no matter what it is, i juz wanna watch tis film. i cant imagine sittin in a cinema alone. tik i will miss another good show on the big screen.
reported by ivna @ 3:46 AM
pao 2 ping 5. ma 8 jing 7
ma 2 jing 3. ma 2 jing 3
ju 1 ping 2. ju 1 ping 2
ma 8 jing 7. zu 7 jing 1
ju 8 jing 4. ma 7 jing 6
stop playing. kept telling myself that. learn to say no. addiction. hard to kill. i was a mugger back in primary school. can i be one again? i still tryin hard to recall who sat beside me durin the first term of p6. flippin through my marist buddy, still dun dare to touch the marist flame cd. so many years liao, owaEz believe that there is a ultra virus inside. i still cant get the name. was it jacky or samuel? who was the first person i muled? sherman or shawn? memories fade certainly. i do not hav a powerful memory. sumtiKz are meant to be forgotten. they dun deserve a place in the mind. those tiny tikz will juz slipped through the brain and flow out of the body through tears, blood and sweat.
reported by ivna @ 3:31 AM
broke i am. watched movie again with horny team. jerseys will be done soon. i hav no more money. i still tikin of purchasin a bag with dennis. i wanna buy a lot of things. tiK must start to punt again. plannin to watch more movies, cut down on food (esp. rice), sleep more, exercise more, do more tutotrialz, do sumtik for my nyaa gold and be more friendly. breadtalk, all bread at $1, wonderful, good way to save money. i took two for dinner juz now. failed to exercise todae, i hav grown fat. muz catch up on econz, dun feel lyk droppin it. bless all elves.
reported by ivna @ 12:11 AM
rivendell
wonder where is this place. is it another smallville? or a shangri la in yunan? paradise it should meant to be. wat is the opportunity cost of goin there? how do i get there? will life be better over there? will i stop askin questions?
life.. wat's life? why do i keep questionin? is curiosity pushin me to move on? what is right or wrong? who is able to judge? should everyone's life be meaningful? who the hell say life must hav a goal?
"life is so transient. so fleeting. like fine grains of sand in the palm of your hand, the tighter you try to grasp it, the more it slips through your fingers" qouted from heatherbreath.blogspot. will life not slip through you when you relax? why monks spend the rest of their life on top of a mountain? why sum ppl choose to be nasty to everyone else? why can sum ppl survive without fWens?
nvr try to define life because life is simple?
reported by ivna @ 5:32 PM
blogspot.com ??
sumtiK went wrong. tis site was empty for a period of time. i decided to create sumtiK new. this blog is 30% done. i m tired, will carry on sum other time. i m scorched by the sun. i m sheddin skin. i m tired. the brain in my head had put on so much weight. i cant listen to radio, i cant read my storybook. superman can collapse. man needs rest. man needs sleep. what do i need?
panadols. i had taken two. miss SCV, hard to get it back. i wanna watch [takEn]. i wanna go on a vacation.
reported by ivna @ 5:17 PM
whose story
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He. Living my life in a slow hell. Different girl every night at the hotel. I ain't seen the sunshine in three damn days. Been fueling up on cocaine and whiskey. Wish I had a good girl to miss me. Oh, I wonder if I'll ever change my ways. I put your picture away. Sat down and cried today. I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her.
She. I called you last night in the hotel. Everyone knows but they won't tell. But their half-hearted smiles tell me something just ain't right. I've been waiting on you for a long time. Filling up on heartaches and cheap wine. I ain't heard from you in three damn nights. I put your picture away. I wonder where you've been. I can't look at you while I'm lying next to him.
They. Since you've been gone my world's been dark and grey. You reminded me of brighter days. I hoped you were coming home to stay. I was headed to church. I was off to drink you away. I thought about you for a long time. Can't seem to get you off my mind. I can't understand why we're living life this way. I found your picture today. I swear I'll change my ways. I just called to say I want you to come back home. I found your picture today. I swear I'll change my ways. I just called to say I want you . To come back home. I just called to say I love you. Come back home.
reported by ivna @ 11:16 PM
Sheperd Wanted
i am jennifer. capriati is me. i love my wilson racket and fila sportswear. i love my game. i love my life. i love to put a smile on my face when i face my opponents. i am optimistic and determined. i put in all my heart and soul in every serve and stroke. i practise 5 days a week. i rest on friday and sunday. sunday is sabbath day and friday is when i go on blind dates.
what ties me to capriati? both of us lost and are lost. serena took revenge and knocked me out of my wimbledon. i pinned all my hopes on this competition. it's over now, i have no direction in life. block test came to an end on thursday, i just hope that it lasted longer, like my wimbledon. i do not wish to wait for another year for a chance to beat serena again.
back to the notice, a sheperd is wanted. i am looking for this person for a very long time. anyone who can bring this person to me will be heavily rewarded. here's a brief desciption of this sheperd: age, sex and size is not important, he or she is a good listener and willing to lead a couple of sheeps(cap and i). he or she can be dead too, thus it is not easy to find. time is not running out, i can wait. but, do yourself a favour by bringing this shepard to light and justice.
reported by ivna @ 2:14 AM
if a soul feels empty, the soul will not blog
how long was my emptiness, count yourself
what and who can fill me in
the glass is still half empty
reported by ivna @ 1:48 AM
