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tribunal.
soul searchin.


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i am sufferin from a terminal disease
i only write the truth
nothing but the truth

love growin.

god
family
thoreau

hearts talkin.


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Keeon || Kristen
stonez || marilyn
zherui || junyue
ivan || cheng
shuli || weixiang

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Friday, August 29, 2003

reminiscences

holy be your name
a compulsory line to be chanted in my primary school days.. a simple prayer for no 1 in mind.. it is not easy to be a catholic.. i shu count myself lucky.. longed to return to sumwhere i felt i belonged.. sumwhere beside a cemetry, spending 7 years secluded from the opposite sex.. sumwhere i left my spoors.. sumwhere i met sum fantastic teachers.. sumwhere i found unforgettable friends.. i can miss everitik.. i can love every department of it.. it does not matter whether i can get loved in return.. more imptly, my foolish affection pulls me through my days.. i hope to see familiar but changed faces.. i hope there are still ppl like me that miss this place.. i hope there are still ppl who remember to mule me.. i hope there are still ppl who remember how naughty i was.. i hope there are still ppl who remember how the teacher spanked me with the ruler.. memories..

it's not very good to have a powerful memory.. it takes more efforts to forgive n forget.. i remember faces.. i recognize ppl.. ppl dun remember me.. at least i am still aware that these ppl exist..

guilt.. sumtik that thou cannot and dun like to show on thy face.. peccadillos.. mistakes.. sacrileges.. sins.. i confessed to all these.. all these cause sum faces to change.. for one.. smile is gone.. i see rancour in his eyes.. for another.. you smile.. i used to smile back in the past.. i answered questions that troubled me with for a long time.. truth forbids me from smiling back.. coz i dun deserve a smile from you in the first place..


reported by ivna @ 12:59 AM


Tuesday, August 26, 2003

Yu Jian

that's sunyanzi's the moment track number two.. that's one of the soundtracks of turn left turn right, which will will appear on the big screen on sept 11.. that's also an coincidence for me.. i saw her.. it has been two and a half year.. i found her on the same path as me.. facing me.. walkin towards me.. i m short-sighted.. i do not prefer specz.. my vision befogs after a few metres.. i could not really figure out her looks.. but the intuition was there.. i guess i did not get the wrong person.. my lungs came to a standstill as they were too thrilled to grasp for oxygen.. distance was gradually narrowed.. it came to a point where i was a few inches away from her.. i recognized her.. she did not.. there was no variation of her facial expression.. i bcecame an obscurity to her.. it only take a few stepz for two strangers to walk past each other.. as usual.. i turned around.. hopin her memory give her a sudden prompt....


reported by ivna @ 10:17 PM


Saturday, August 23, 2003

local vocal

impressive.. awe-inspiring.. evocative.. magnificent.. these words are not enough to pay tribute to cheryl.. she was a star on the stage.. with a guitar n a mike, she was all ready to rock n roll.. simple music was the euphonius sound produced .. melodious music was her sweet and harmonious voice.. home-grown lyrics that blended with the melodic tune.. a pure one.man show that left its mark on the judges.. she deserves an ovation.. simply because she has such talents to produce music that touch our hearts.. she and her "Lao Ti Fang"..


reported by ivna @ 1:57 AM


Sunday, August 17, 2003

Wake me

sleepy.. woke up frm another nap.. laz nite was disastrous.. got home at 11.. so tired sia.. didnt bathz.. lay pn the floor n slept till the next mornin.. my back hurtz.. no doubt trg yeZdae was effective.. fun nevertheless.. finalli tried t1.. surpise tt i didnt cap.. able to do balance it.. juz tt the rain was irritatin.. hazy nnitez recently, i dun see much sunlight now.. pray hard that i dun fall asleep..


reported by ivna @ 4:10 PM


Friday, August 15, 2003

kiss me #3

home.. late.. tired.. a simple trg session todae.. learnt sum new stuff.. but dinner was excitin.. contaminated wif gossipz n laughterz.. stonez' secret is exposed.. aniwae.. dennis n malay shu stop spreadin tt &#(*%&.. i had notik to do wif ammily.. dun ruin her reputation.. i muz swear tt ken` wrote tt tiK.. not me.. sballerz on the run.. good luck to bc.. malay shu buck up.. signin off.. tml got sea trg.. i still full of energy.. muz not collapse yet.. live on.. kiss me..


reported by ivna @ 11:44 PM


Thursday, August 14, 2003

kiss me #2

alone in a familiar city.. livin in wistful solitude, strongly believe that the day will cum.. life is full of surprises; might two parallel lines one day meet?

the one.. i m glad that i found the one finalli.. i took quite sum time.. make so many wrong turns.. but, i m still glad that i found the one..


reported by ivna @ 11:30 PM


Wednesday, August 13, 2003

kiss me

juz woke up frm a short nap.. plannin to do econz. tired.. was floatin around the college todae.. no energy to look at ppl, or say hi, or even rasie my hand to wave.. slept tru the hong lou meng tutorial.. aiyoz.. i know notik much abt tis novel.. a lot of tiKz to do online, so fun n interestin.. but waste a lot of time.. still downloadin stuffz usin kazaa, police cant be bothered wif small fry lyk me.. downloadin alex n emma now.. sum1 told me tt i m startin to blog about my daily events like in the beginnin.. hahEz.. who carez..


reported by ivna @ 12:03 AM


Monday, August 11, 2003

unqiue day.. everidae is unique..

Bdae to malay: cheeerz"" broke.. locker 14 buckz!! i heard four in the beginnin, tot it was damn cheap.. not used to owe dennis money.. haiz, cant get malay a present, feel veri bad..

todae. succeeded to pay attention to all tutorialz, finalli realized hcjc hav good tutors. back to my weird diet again.. will miss eatin laksa with ellery. sad to see my crush spent such a good time with a j2 guy.. put in my best for trg.. exhuasted.. finalli ran after restin for a few weekz. pace n breathin is gettin back on track.. i was so tired tt i slept all the way to the interchange.. after alightin, i walked fer a few metres den i sat down in a corner to sleep.. yawnz.. still hav to do math tut.. yaWnz..


reported by ivna @ 11:34 PM


Sunday, August 10, 2003

i not tired..

got home at one.. took a midnite taxi, which realli stunned me with the fares. a 50% xtra charge, i hav to curse myself. missed the last 156.. luckily, kind soulz exist on tis planet.. hav to believe that all men r kind soulz. hahEz.. lay at the bus stop n kept lyin to myself tt the last bus is on its way.. sinned had to flag the taxi for me n lend me 10 buckz.. thankz: thankz: thanKz dennis, shu not call u sinned, tik it sound a little sinful.. finalli hav a chance owe u $$.. once again, thank you.

happpppy bdae koon yin.. so nice to hav a bdae on national day.. to hav a population of near 4 million to celebrate for u. y ur parentz so patriotic> hahez, supposed to treat u, turned up u r richer than the rest of us. at least we forked out few buckz to get u a shoe bag..

another hornyteam outin.. turned out to be such a success n a mess. finalli saw labond.. feel so good.. every1 still the same.. sama sama.. ta boleh.. it was pure fun at wayne's world.. the hangin garden in singaore..

keep fit programme will resume immediately. nvr go n see doctor, tik my leg ok lahz.. miss runnin.. few weekz nvr run liaoz.. muz run an xtra mile.. juz watched 8 milez, veri nicez.. muz grab the opportunity, failure is not an option..


reported by ivna @ 2:27 AM


Sunday, August 03, 2003

Move on

greater-pace life. initative to create breathing space. courage to say " i not tired ". cruel or harsh or fast? it depnedz on how u take it. positivity beatz pessimism. smilez.

sad to hear frm my fWen. he got hurt n got over it. the saddest tik is the person beside him doesnt noe his love. noe tt the person u are close to, hav sum1 else in her heart. he cried twice. failure iz not doomsday. rejection meanz u need to improve and u can improve. learned to let go. forgave n forgot. like wat ronan keating sayz..

i know they say if you love somebody
you should set them free
but it sure is hard to do
yeah, it sure is hard to do

was ronan crappin n singin nonsense.. nvm` juz let me share tis song..

this is the long goodbye
somebody tell me why
two lovers in love can't make it
just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
no matter how hard i try
you're gonna make me cry
come on, baby, it's over, let's face it
all that's happening here is a long goodbye

bless neng, good luck fer surgery.. bless shangyong n albert who lost their specz in kallang basin, get contactz soon.


reported by ivna @ 2:34 AM