most of the time i dont realli understand why you keep thinkin about her.. wat's so sad about imaginin her flyin away.. is not about the plane.. i was just think about how plain the relationship was.. nonetheless.. the affinity between A and B is something C can never understand..

oops.. i posted this entry on a wrong blog..

reported by ivna @ 12:29 AM

hey lord

remove me from this safety net.. my days are so routined.. so peaceful that 'risk' this word has hardly appeared in my life.. i dont need a tsunami or earthquake to create an upheaval to shake my stable days.. i just need some mininmal alien intrusion into my life.. to make the next two months a little bit more interestin.. please help me lord..

more importantly.. i m not talkin to u jesus or the father of christ.. i m not that despondent yet..

reported by ivna @ 11:54 PM

writing on treasuring something after losing it

this is a paradoxical concept that has appeared in lyrics of many chinese songs.. thus i try to do a small little experiment..

i am testin it out on my studyin habit if there is any.. my hypothesis is if i lose my ability and privilege to study.. i will be more motivated to study..

the process

i packed all my tys and notes in a bag.. i passed this bag to my brother and ordered him to hide it away from me..

i put on a blindfold and began flippin through some magazine.. then i asked my brother to read it out loud to me..

i recalled the memorisin of the periodic table the historical dates the advantages of monopolistic competition.. so i must temporary freeze my cognitive ability.. henceforth i put on the earphones and listened to some disturbin nine inch nails music.. it managed to shake my concentration and failed to remember anything except for the beatin of the drums..

however i realise wat i had done was not enough.. so my brother helped me to burn my uniform like offerings so i cannot go to school.. my brother threw away all my stationery and dictionary.. finally my brother threw away my student pass.. therefore i m not a verified student anymore..

the results

the findins were tabulated in a table and a graph was drawn to find the gradient of the curve.. it dawned on me that wat the singers were singin was quite true to much extent.. i felt a little hunger to study..

acknowledgement

i must thank my brother for his kind support throughout the experiment.. i must thank my secondary not so suave physics teacher mr foo for impartin such important skills to me..

reported by ivna @ 11:09 PM

i m not even er shi er yet.. but y do i feel so old.. i walk slowly.. i do things slowly.. sometimes i even act like an experienced old bird or like a wiseman who have seen enough of this world.. this dont make me feel intellectual.. i m feelin more sloppy.. like a slothful slouching slovenly slug..

screw it.. i should no longer be an old dog.. i wanna learn new tricks..

reported by ivna @ 7:44 PM

for those who neglects the calendar.. today is the first day of august.. august is never a good month for me.. not because of the opening of the gates in hell.. not because of those hungry ghosts which will be wonderin around.. not because of national day.. not because of the start of premier league..

no doubt i am discriminatin like i always do.. discriminations are always illogical and unreasonable.. for some unknown reasons.. i will never name my son augustine.. i will rather name him may or june or even july.. i will rather sing wake me up when septemeber ends or first of may..

reported by ivna @ 10:48 PM